You are not alone. I think most of the 7 billion people go through the range of emotions that you shared with us.

In my mid-twenties, I was desiring love and companionship. I finally gave it all up. This was after several heartbreaking relationships. I felt like something was wrong with me. I was somehow messed up and could not have compatible relationship.

I decided to be satisfied and thankful for what God gave me even if I spent my life alone. I stopped looking. Two months later, I met a woman, we have been married for thirty two years. Now, I can’t promise you that will happen to you.

But, letting go and the accepting single-hood relieved the pressure off me and gave me the space to relax and mature. My head and heart were ready when I met Kathy, Mi Amore.

Nupoor I hope the best for you.